Unlove story2

Every day, I can't stop thinking about you.
We had something,
We had dreams,
I was so happy to fall in love with you.

Sometimes I feel,
I have a curse in my heart,
I feel like I been use.
Everything I done.

Now
I put on my Music,
Fall into darkness once again,

As Memories rush through my mind,
Tears start to fall,
Body starts to shake,

I ask god why you put me on this planet.
Why do I have to feel pain,
Please Take this pain away,

I want to feel loved.
I want to feel happy.
I want to feel that I have a purpose on this Planet.

I'm tired going through this pain.
What do I have to do.
What do I need to do to get myself out
of this Darkness.

Every path i take
Leads me to pain, sadness, Unloved.
There times I just want to end it
but
Something tells me I need to stay.
I don't know why...

why.......................