The pain, suffering, agony
The feeling of despair
Not knowing what to do
With no hope in sight
With everything you know taken away
With your heart shattered into tiny pieces
Not sure if you can pick them up
Your not sure if you want to
You don't like this feeling
It's sickening
It's tearing you apart
You wonder why it's happening
You put your trust in her
She put her trust in you
You took her trust and cared for it
She didn't
She took it only to toss it aside
Like it was everywhere
Like it was nothing but trash
Knowing it would hurt you
She never cared
She never truly wanted it
She wanted to see you in pain
To laugh at you
The misery she caused
It hurts you so much
Yet you yearn for her
Yearn for her to be at your side
You don't know why
But you still want her
It tears you apart just to see her
You don't know wether to hate or to love
This pain is merciless giving no hope
No hope for alleviating it
The insufferable agony at which she caused you
The agony you thought would never come from her
Her the person you loved, trusted, cherished
With all your heart
No you don't know anymore
You don't have all of your heart to love
It's on the floor
Shattered from the agony she caused you
Not knowing how to fix it
Fix it from the pain of heartache
