Just an act

I'm not as happy as you think I am,
the smile you see is just a blank.
the love you feel is just an act.
the heart they dug up isn't growing back.
that pain you feel is not as bad.
the pain I feel is worst than hell.
my bright eyes were once filled with hope
now my bright eyes don't shine no more.
my mentality was once "make love, not war"
now its filled with the want to kill them all.
they make you and then they let you fall.
they break you and then they all laugh.
they see you, heartbroken and sad.
but those who were once your friends just walk past.
loneliness is evil, but I like it so.
because people are worst than the devil's broken soul.