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Everything was fine the night before
you turned on a movie for us to watch
I fell a sleep during the movie like I always do
I felt you take off my glasses. I told you thank you and I love

The next morning I heard our daughter playing in her bed
I tried to wake you up to change her diaper while I started breakfast
but there was no response. . I called your name again and slightly shook you....still no response. . I finally lifted up your arm..it went right back down

Why was that the clue that something was wrong
I rolled you over.. your face was purple. . I started shaking you and calling your name begging you to wake up..
I tried CPR. .then again beg you to wake up...
After what seemed like hours of trying to wake you up. ..
I yelled for my brother..I never seen him jump out of bed that fast. ..
he's not breathing. .I can't breathe..
Grab the baby and go outside. ..

It all felt like a bad dream.. why can't I wake up.. This isn't happening.