Today I lost my best friend,
I had always assumed there would be no end.
I am stupid, I am bad,
For stripping of all we ever had.
To lose someone so close and far,
I'll never forgive myself, I'll wear these scars,
The pain and torment I deserve greater than was given,
I deserve torture, bring it to fruition.
How could I look in someones eyes,
How could it be I internally lie, lie, lie.
Not to them, but to myself, I am absurd,
I destroyed something...that I'll never deserve.
