My guilt multiplies,
as loving you becomes a war,
and I keep waiting for you
to walk away for a moment,
and not return.
My nightly routine becomes easier,
knowing that my angel
protects me through the night,
but that protection comes
with a high expense.
If only you knew
that I am in too deep to ever leave,
because I can't think
how I could ever begin to desert you.
You said you love me,
and in case you didn't know,
I love you too,
but in their eyes that means
I have already done too much wrong,
and I will now have to beg them
not to take my angel's wings,
for she has been broken
too many times before,
and I can't be the reason
you get hurt once more.
