A Change i want

Her very presence beside me used to bring a smile on my face.
Her smile made my day,
Her worries troubled me,
Her jokes enlightened my mood, cause i loved her,
Loved her like i never loved anyone.
She is my my best friend i used to say,
But she became more like a sister to me.
Cause i felt connected to her.
I found peace being with her and yes, i was happy.
TIME FLEW,
I feel now why i even met her?
Why did i made her my friend?
Why ever i cared for her?
My heart is wrenching with pain,
Her thoughts haunts me,day and night.
Now i just hope that i forget her,
Her smile,
Her worries,
Her pain,
Her voice,
Her memories,
Her very presence,
AND,
Her for ever.............................
[THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO SOMEONE OF MY PAST]