Is it okay?

Oh how I thought
You, the man of my dreams
But nothing is ever quite as it seems

Behind these walls
I now call home
A secret lies

A smile disguise
Terrible pain
A tortured soul

You yell and scream
You put me down
Life doesn't change

Still in pain
What can I do?

Leave they say
How simple it's portrayed
Love is all I seek

But I can't find it here
Is it okay?
Is it okay for me to go away?