Our History

Depressed and alone,
has always been home,
it's all that I've known,
like it's written in stone,
alone and depressed,
a hole in my chest,
it's what I know best,
near the stone where I rest,

I don't wanna be,
what I wanna be,
it's so confusing,
when I look at my history,
I don't wanna be,
what you want from me,
it's so abusing,
when I look at our history,

You gave me a hand,
you helped me to stand,
you made my life grand,
tell me, was it your plan,
the hand that you gave,
helped me to my grave,
you made me your slave,
and then threw me away,

I don't wanna be,
what I wanna be,
it's so confusing,
when I look at my history,
I don't wanna be,
what you want from me,
it's so abusing,
when I look at our history,

Which door should I choose,
is it one or two,
like a knife or noose,
either way I'm abused,
which road do I take,
can I get a break,
what choice do I make,
when they're both a mistake,

I don't wanna be,
what I wanna be,
it's so confusing,
when I look at my history,
I don't wanna be,
what you want from me,
it's so abusing,
when I look at our history,

I don't wanna be,
what I wanna be,
it's so confusing,
when I look at my history,
I don't wanna be,
what you want from me,
it's so abusing,
when I look at our history...