End it all

I don't really know how to say what I'm feeling,
Its hard to explain the issues with which I'm dealing,

I'm depressed and I'm feeling so low,
Should I fight for you or let you go,

There's moments you make me so happy and some you make me sad,
Moments I think we'll be ok then moments I think we'll never get back what we had,

Its up and down, up and down,
Round and around like a merry go round,

I don't know how much more i can take,
There's not many more pieces of my heart that can break,

I get so upset some times I feel like ending the pain for good,
Like taking my own life, I feel like you think I should,

That's how you make me feel alot these days,
Its like you don't really want me so you're trying to find ways,

Ways to push me away so ill be the one to go,
So you don't have to admit you don't love me but I already know,

I could say I don't know how we got this bad but I do,
It was all me and my crazy ways but all I was doing was trying to love you,

Probably not the way I should but it was in my own way,
I'm not like everyone else I have different things to say,

I'm sorry I'm not perfect or even good enough for you,
But no one will ever love you as much as I truly do.