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by Allie Oct 29, 2017
Sadness, depression /
Losing control fast.
I'm spiraling down.
Not sure where I left the real me but I don't think she's coming back.
Mouthful of dirt everytime I hit the ground. So I spit it out and get ready for the next round.
Everything seems so fuzzy and unclear. I'm not sure what else there is left to lose.
Losing control fast. Reality I just can't seem to grasp.
I'm prepared for the next fight I have with myself but I'm not going to win.
I'm spiraling out of control and it's starting to feel just like home.