I walk, and she sways-
I grin, and she smiles-
I talk, but no one listens-
She does the same, and everyone stops;
I'm pretty, and she's beautiful-
I laugh, but hers is a song-
I get hurt, no one cares,
And if it's your fault, you do nothing wrong.
And I could care less about the torture,
I could give a damn about pain,
I've always been pushed into a corner,
And I'm always used to taking the blame,
It doesn't matter if I'm not perfect,
It shouldn't matter that I'm not right,
I just wonder if the drama is worth it-
Was it so bad when you were mine?
I joked, but you were serious-
We're weird, but you want to be cool-
In reality, you are dreaming
That a geek like you has something to prove.
I loved your individuality-
You had a soul that couldn't be bought,
But, because I'm just a girl,
You settled for something that would rot.
You once said I was special,
That you fell for me and my heart,
But I guess she is more special
Since she led you into the dark-
You once said we were forever,
That you love me for my heart,
But I guess you couldn't refuse,
Her beauty that shines in the dark.
And I could care less about the torture,
Or the pain that you put me through,
You were the first to put me in a corner,
But I can't see myself ever blaming you,
It didn't have to matter that she is perfect,
It shouldn't have mattered that I wasn't right,
I just hope the B.S. she sells is worth it,
It couldn't have been this bad being mine...
You can't make me believe it was worse being mine!
