Could you hold me tonight
I'm falling apart
I've put up a hell of a fight
But I've used up all of my cards.
I've tried telling myself it's worth it
But this path just seems to be getting hopeless
Tried fitting in but I'm a misfit
Watch from the sides as I drown in this mess.
I cut myself and I smile and I watch as I bleed
I don't need no love just need to delete these memories
Look at me as my anxieties I feed
My forevers and evers blown past me like a hot summer breeze.
I drown in my tears but don't make any efforts to float
The world out there looks so beautiful from under here
I'm just another mistake, I don't deserve your life boat
Let me drift by in solitude, I've faced loneliness; in death I have nothing to fear.
I'm so tired of always disappointing
This isn't just poetry
I need a break from all my reminiscing
To me it's my therapy.
