It seems like every night while I'm lying in bed,
I lift up another prayer that by morning I'm dead,
and I don't know if you're there,
did you hear what I said,
or do you just not care,
about the thoughts in my head,
because the letter was sent,
I know that you got it,
but this pain won't relent,
maybe you just forgot it,
or did you return to sender,
I don't understand,
because I remember,
you offered your hand,
but I can't cope with my emotions,
or the notion I could swim in this ocean,
now it feels like I'm drowning,
waves of pain surrounding me,
I'm hopeless...
maybe that's why every night while I'm lying in bed,
I lift up another prayer that by morning I'm dead,
but I guess that you don't care,
'cause I keep waking instead,
and this pain that's always there,
keeps infecting my head...
