Things unsaid

Life is always be understood backwards but we only life forwands. It's always too late for us to realise how important someone is in our heart,rather than rue the day you turn someone down, better if you do your best to prevent from making the same mistake again. Sad things can't change but bless you someday fell love in return. ????

immaturing?
did you mean maturity? ????

From the words can see how sad you are,be steady,the things he/she wants might be simple, just need you to be a useful person in future

Don't be sad, maybe she loves you as much as you love her, you have to be happy, that's what she wants most

Maybe he/she cannot hear you anymore.. But I think he/she will definitely feel you. Don't be so sad!! Try to do your best and let her proud of you :) May god bless you.