The fool's mistake

tempted each day to look inhaling wrong air to kill the crave,

like a slave I am ruled to get back the love look but my moms left hand, too angry like a leopards name dave.

trying my best to maintain home peace,

but the rockets always incoming, no cease.

a very violent shock when my pisces passed me by,

almost like instant old memories came to say hi.

and here all alone I am still scared of my hands vote.

I need to deflect the temptation my mind wrote.

will I ever see my moms eyes smile again,

to recover her 21, this time its best to lie my head to a dream with no beginning or an end.