Memory Loss

I came home
Left alone
All in the dark

My heart cried out
Words unspoken
My mind screamed
Happy anniversary

You left me

Pain in my throat
Choked up
Never shed a tear

I didn’t want to feel the pain
All that hurt
So I kept everything to myself

sober thoughts
Sober feeling
Loving a stranger
Loving someone who doesn’t exist

Coming into my life
Using my energy
To heal hidden wounds

Battlefield between internal and external conflict
My mind verse emotion
This can be catastrophic

The rawness of feeling too deep
Lips are sealed
Staying silent

What is it with you?
Or is it me?

I’m awake again
No morning light

All I want now
Is to forget you

The same way you left
No hesitation
Just have amnesia

No memories
No recollection
A blank space
Who are you?