Deterioration

Don't tell me I'm alone
Stay with me

Look at me
I am a mess

Blood dripping down
Feel my pain

Staring at me with disgust
Acting like you had nothing to do with this

Wanting me one day
Throwing me out the next

Giving me what I crave
Then taking it away

Playing innocent
While you stood back and watched the destruction happen

Anger boiling over
Sulking in my mess

Replaying the damage
Reliving the pain

Losing patience
Hungry for revenge

Scavenging for evidence
When I see the monster itself

Staring back at me
My reflection haunts

Cold rushes through my veins
Realization crashes down on me

My eyes drop to the floor
Just to see the knife in my own hands