Once again I'm losing my mind
Coming to you to feel better...

I walk into a room with so many thoughts racing...
Sometimes the simplest of things can be the most...

Barely able to see the world through my tears
Nightmares constantly haunt me...

I begged for your attention
You ignored me as if I were invisible...

I shouldn't be afraid to lose you
You weren't mine to begin with...

Been good for far too long
Time to unleash the beast...

So much easier to fake a smile
Rather than to tell the truth...

Your spirit was long gone before you were
Instead there lied just that of an empty shell...

Screaming at myself to stop the pain
Watching myself continue to dig deeper...

echoes of your beautiful voice everywhere I go
those hazel eyes stained in the back of my mind...