Illusion

On this sleepless night
More falling tears
Another broken heart

Overflowing with pain and disappointment
Illusions of my future wife

Only to be my muse
To a broken dream
Set to be a fantasy
Connected to her temporary emotions

You can’t be interested
Also be inconsistent
You can’t push me away
Thinking it’s bringing us closer

You can’t say
I don’t want it to end like this
It ends just like that

How did I get this lucky?
That everyone leaves
Kept a blind eye
Whispers from an angel

I don’t want to lose you
You have my attention
I just want you

I am ready for a relationship
I am ready to settle down
I want to have kids with you

I am not letting you go
I will always be here
NO MATTER WHAT

How did I believe so many lies?
When I wasn’t a priority