My kindness

Thoughts are crossing my mind tonight
Since some time it happens every night

When I lay down to get a little sleep
Feelings come to the top from very deep

I just am like this you already know
Same as when we met many years ago

Intense and fiery as you must have felt
Hard and straight but quite heartfelt

Kind to the ones I have feelings for
Always willing to do something more

But your love am not trying to buy
You know am not that kinda guy

Kindness has been my way of life
Will stay like this as long as I'm alive

Why would I change the way I am
What others say, I don't give a damn

Love can't be bought with any amount
In love money and wealth don't count

But as it seems to be very strange my dear
Was left behind and loads of pain had to bear

Cried rivers of tears and was hurt so bad
Months have passed but still feel so sad

But didn't loose my personality and nature
God thank for making me such a creature

Why would I have to act different now?
People do it but really don't know how

I just know that caring and being kind to you
Has always been my way and I always will do

Hurt badly and with still bleeding wounds
Still same dear, don't know how that sounds

Difficult it may to understand but I clarify
If you want then believe otherwise just deny

Flowers when crushed never loose their scent
So can I be broken but my nature can't be bent