Used And Abused

I did get jealous
and that is no lie
but seeing you with her
did make me want to cry

because i know that
she is much better then me
and i felt that she was the
one that you wanted to see

but i did get over that
and it was just for you
but there was something
else keeping me blue

so when i went home
i made myself bleed
because i believed that
you were the one i really need

but i couldn't hide
what i did to myself from you
so when i rang you up that night
i knew that i had to do

a few days later
you broke up with me
and you told me that
we were no longer a we

and as you said it
it was cutting real deep inside
and how i was feeling
i didn't want to hide

but i remembered the promise
that i made to you
and i ddidn'twant to
break more things into to

you wont tell me
why we are apart
its like you where
JUST PLAYING WITH MY HEART

but i know now
who my heart belongs to
and tommy lee sspeak man
it belongs to you

***Jason Poem