My Introvert Thoughts

todays the day
that I find my peace
and I refuse
to except defeat

you can come after me
with all that you have
but unlike you
I'm not a helpless calve

day after day
you get in my way
make me so afraid
that away is where I stay

but today I refuse
to let you control
I'll take back the wheel
and kick you off my throne

at least that's what I think
and what I wish would be
but someone walks up
and I just want to flee

I'm so afraid
of what they might think
my b0dy begins to shake
from my head to my feet

next thing I know
I cant hear a word
my heart starts to race
and that moment becomes a blur

next thing i know
I come back around
able to speak again
and able to hear sound

we start chatting
little by little
then we become friends
no longer feeling brittle

I start to think
That I told you so
I wouldn't be controlled
It just starts with a hello