Drug addict I lie to myself
And pretend to be not.
Nothing feels more free to
Be coked up n wasted.
This is where all becomes numb.
Nothing at all matters for I’m free.
I know when I awake ,
I’ll be sober.
That is what scares me.
Too much truth is
Revealed to me when sober.
It hurts to see the truth more
While I’m f*ked up.
1:32 am....
I’m comfortably numb.
