Your essence medicates my whole soul
Your face cleanses my heart
Our connection gives me everything I never had
And I love that
And I love you
I welcome you
And always will
You are perfect in my eyes
In my eyes you have no faults
And I like that
I like believing this
Believing there’s someone I can truly trust
I like feeling this
True
Love
Expressions of the heart
Expressions of love
Both rotten
Perfect in each others eyes
I’m happy I am who I am
Thankful someone like you exists
For me
At least that’s the wish
At least that’s the dream
Waiting
As always
As I do
As I need to
To come across you
To be with you
A long shot I know
Depleted of hope
I find my purpose all the while
Waiting to come across
Someone like you
A long shot I know
But what I’m meant to do
At least for myself
At least for my heart
At least for my own happiness
Dreams
Shattered dreams
And if I’m most lucky
At least for you
Or should I say most
Again
To have you would completely change me
It already has
Just a few steps from where I’ve been
I feel there’s no turning back
Because now I have you
And that changes me
That changes everything for me
That changes everything to me
If you let me
And only if you truly want a love that’s most true
I would like to offer you my love
My life of course
And my love for you
For you to receive
On mutual respects
Searching endlessly
For so long
And finally coming across
Something like this
Makes me feel most great-full
And I know how lucky I am to have found it
And that too
Makes me very happy
I have searched a lot
Till my fingers grew numb
Till my eyes grew upset
And my heart weary
I carry a lot of stuff inside
A lot of baggage most would say
But it’s just stuff
It doesn’t change me
In fact I know exactly who I don’t want to be
Well for the most part
But
If you pass by me
And choose not to come threw my life again
And leave me alone
Hope would be lost
And hope it’s self
At least for me
Would be forsaken
And I would eventually find more somewhere else
At least I would need to
In order to continue
In my life
But I’m not very eager for that to happen
Because I really like you
And I know you deserve to be with someone like me
Who knows how to treat someone special
As special as you
Of course
And who is deserving of someone exceptionally special as me
It would be very nice to have normalcy
To feel like things are the way they are suppose to be
If I get that chance
I won’t mess it up
I’m a pretty decent person
When I keep my demons at bay
And I would love to eventually completely open up my heart
And let you in
So please
One day I’m counting on waking up the next morning after a late October 31st night to a knock on my door
And seeing you there with a smile on your face
And I say
