Trying To Find The Old Me

Years ago I lost the old me,
Lost the women I was trying to be.
As I look at my old pictures,

Visions of the old me fill my head,
Visions the leave me with dread.
Use to have only happiness,
No memories of ugliness.

Lived a life without fears,
My addiction sleeping for seven years.
My heart was full of love,
Love given to me from above.

Best of me is lost but not found,
I’ve been searching all around.
I keep digging deep within me,
Hoping Ill find the key.