Truly hoping for the best
Terrified of the worst
Broken all my life
Do these choices even need explanation
I tried
And failed
Countless times
Time after time
I heal
And fall
Heal
And fall
Can I please just get a clean slate
My whole life is shadowed by my inabilities
Inability to control
Inability to refrain
Override
Hacked
A bug in the system
The control or lack of
What system does it operate
Me or the shell I’m living inside
