How unbelievably lucky i am to get to know you like this,
To have you see me as a whole person,
To get to see you as a whole person and consider you a friend,
You are my favorite person to do nothing with,
And no one has ever made me feel so equal,
So capable, so enough.
I know that grandpas arent usually to grand daughters what you are to me,
But if you were a stranger i still would have picked you,
And I'm not afraid of dying.
But i am terrified of living without you.
I look at you being an absolute fool,
And how much i love you hits me like a brick wall,
I know you can't live forever,
But goddam?t i wish you could.
An Im crying in moments by myself about the thought of losing you,
While youre still here,
?n i have to remind myself to be present,
That its a waste of this time to worry about things i can't control.
But I wouldn't trade a single ridiculous impulsive adventure with you,
For a ocean less pain,
I dont care how bad its going to hurt,
I will not miss out on this.
I will sing you every hello until its not hello anymore,
an i will tell you i love way too often because
It may be all I can do,
But i have an ifinite supply of i love yous.
