So many problems in my life,I understand the struggle is real but does it have to be this real?
So many complications do to past history with these situations,do to me being told to look at things a certain way instead of the way I originally was about it and the harder part is the original way I was looking at things is appearently the proper way of things;
I get it I used to black out because of it,used to try getting in cars from time to time and houses till forced to change,now everythings the same as once before yet I know I'm supposed to act like I did in the past but now that I'm older there's concerns of consequence,as a kid it was easy to play off,as an adult I gotta worry,so my mentality I have to stand strong,its not that I'm stubborn,its more of concern for blacking out and not knowing the result until it's all said and done!!!
