Darkness All Around Part 3

To their knee's they fall,
As i lay silent, motionless.
They cant understand why,
God could make me such a mess.

As they sit and cry,
I scream from feeling pain.
How could i be so selfish,
I only feel ashamed.

my head is spinning round,
I feel so dizzy and light.
Everything is turning black,
I'm watching that very night.

Sitting in the corner,
Tears falling from my eyes.
knowing i cant go on,
Living with all these lies.

I climb up to my desk,
And start to write a letter.
Explaining why i did this,
And how it would be better.

To my dearest friends,
Your forever in my heart.
I know you tried to help me,
But i was unhappy from the start.

I know you might not think so,
But for me this is another life.
I couldn't make it in this one,
So i took it with a knife.