Darkness All Around Part 4

Flash's of that night,
Moving on threw-out my mind.
thinking of my friends,
and how they were so kind.

As i watch them closely,
They sit they cry they scream.
Watching from up above,
it all seems like a dream.

i cannot live like this,
I killed myself once before.
Why cant i walk out,
And lock that open door.

Why cant i forget,
and live without this pain.
I no longer want to be,
hurt and feeling this blame.

I want to start again,
And make a fresh beginning.
Have a happy life,
Feel like i am living.

I ask for god to listen,
To give me one more chance.
To make my life exciting,
To make me want to dance.

He looks into my eyes,
to see my love has gone.
He grants me one last wish,
To be given a chance, Re-born.