Failing life

Everybody loves their life
While I hate mine
Why have I always been unlucky?
When is it my time to shine?

Living feels like torture
My life is nothing but joyless
I got nobody
My life is truly pointless

I'm only existing each day
Yes, that's my life
I'm only continuing it
But one day I might take the knife

To put an end to all this
To all my pain
Sometimes I don't know what to do
My mind feels like it's going insane

I'm a failure
I failed hard in life
Lost all my friends
And nobody wants me as their wife