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by Xaque Apr 30, 2025 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I’m distantly absorbed, commuting through a snow flurry. Road rage is so ugly. It’s a predawn traffic marathon, but I’m in no hurry. Those lovely, long-gone spring scenes showed up early. Snow on blooming morning glories. I’m tranquilized, coasting at highway speeds half-asleep. I owe money. Emotionally withdrawn. Lonely as parking lots. Swooned by paint jobs and plastic infotainment. Doomed by payments. No money, woefully depressed off and on. Throw money like a status epsilon. Anyone might snap at the next red light. We all know the signs. The tense vehicular body language of someone gripping a firearm revved and malnourished. Am I about to be a news segment? Marketing geniuses sold us car dependency and sprawl. Inflating cost and size, squeezing us just right, proportional to our income. Close studies were done. Debt becomes abstract, and the fine print just rambles on about how human life is an insurance policy. Honestly, I’d rather go back to horse-drawn economies globally.