The past

So much confusion,
and so much pain.
With nothing to do,
And nothing to gain.

To hide all this hurt,
There's only one way.
Act like nothings wrong,
And get through this dreadful day.

Depression is all around,
Even with a friend.
i know what shes going threw,
So my hand I'm going to lend.

although my life's better,
Nothing will be the same.
My life was a nightmare,
That god could not tame.

The fears are still with me,
Burning away at my heart.
Never wanting to leave,
To be forever far apart.

Now there's some hope,
that i will be glad.
That i wont ever be,
This tired and sad.