Why Me

Why Me

Why should I be the one to suffer?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I be the one to stumble?
In this pouring rain

Every night I sit alone
Crying on my bed
Slumped against the hard cold wall
Wishing to be dead

Why am I not allowed to be happy?
Why must I be sad?
What have I done to deserve this hell?
It must be really bad

Staring out the window above
Looking through teary eyes
This blurred vision that I'm seeing
Is no great surprise

Why does it keep doing this to me?
Why does it bring me down?
Why won't it let me feel normal again?
Why does it make me frown?

Maybe, I am being selfish
Wishing for a smile
Wishing to feel pain-free again
If only for a while…

Maybe, I am being selfish
Wishing to laugh once more
Wishing for this depression to end
This cold pain I must endure

Yet I can't help, but to wonder
Why this now? Why me?
Why won't it just leave my head?
Why won't it leave me be?

Every night I'll sit up here
Every night I'll pray
Every night I'll get down on my knees
And wish it all away

Please comment if u know how I feel, it wud mean so much to know I'm not alone here xxxxxxx thnku