Dear God

by Jacki   Jul 28, 2004


I don't know if you exist or not.
I don't know if I've been praying to the
right person.
I don't know much about you.
But there is one thing that i do know.
I know that i want a baby.
I know that I've tried to turn my life around.
I know that I've made things right.
I've waited till i was married.
And yet i still can not have the one thing that i long for so bad.
I cry myself to sleep,
I cry when i see mothers walking down the street 9 months pregnant.
To see how happy they are makes me so sad.
To see reminders everyday where ever i turn, makes me want to give up hope.
And i pray everyday that i can have
a child in my arms.
Sorrow is starting to consume me.
and my husband tells me not to give up hope.
But God its so hard.
It's so hard to see it everyday
and every month i get that feeling that its not happing.
What have i done god to deserve this?
What have i done so wrong to be Tortured like this?
Please God all I'm asking you is to help me get my hope back, and to have a baby.
oh god how i hope you can read
cause i don't think you can hear
other wise you would have heard my prayers by now.

Sincerely Yours,
Jacki Ford

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  • 19 years ago

    by Natalie84

    Wow Jackie that was incredible...I was talking to my boyfriend last night about having a baby...God it's been a dream since I was 14....I was that young and wanted a baby more than anything in the world...I'm ready now and I hope that when I start trying it happens and I will pray for you...I hope it all works out for you if it hasn't already.

  • 19 years ago

    by Lydia O

    I wish you all the best and hope your prayers are answered. But the satisfaction in knowing you've made things right should have its own rewards. Don't give up.

  • 19 years ago

    by Walter F Alvarado

    nice poem, i really like the way u expressed ur self in it, good job

  • 19 years ago

    by Chelsey

    That was amzing! Dont you ever loose faith or hope in god..He will always be there to read to speak and to listen! You will get a baby but maybe god dont think your ready ya know...I hope everything will go good! Its so great of you to god to god other then a friend you know! dont loose hope and your in my prayers!much love!

  • 19 years ago

    by Timothy

    I feel sometimes the way you do about God, at times ignoring him, when i was younger denying His existence at all. My sister recently lost her baby, and i think that God helped her through it. Hold on to hope. Hold on to your love for your husband. Hold on to God.

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