Pushed To The Edge

7 Days Have past And I'm Still Dealing
Why The Hell Do i keep running from a Feeling
7 Nights Of Me Sitting Rocking Back And Forth
My mind IS Shot, I can't Feel No More
I keep staring into the past, I'm becoming Something I'm not
I Keep Visualizing Horrors, These Pains I've Fought
I'm Walking On the Border, Every Now and then I Fall
Dashing In And Out, My minds Bouncing Like a Ball
Distraught Mind, Playing Tricks On my heart
I'm Pushed To the Edge, Being Ripped Apart
Screaming in pain, As I Recall The Pleasures
Drifting Insane, Reading The Letters
That you Once Wrote. I'll Burn Them All
Destroy The Past, And not recall
Twisted in opposite directions, My Mind is Ill
Knife Upon My Wrist, As Time Stands Still
Wishing For Some Help, At the Same Time Disposing Aid
I'm Ready To Snap From All The Lies you've Made

I Leave the House, The Cars Inviting
I Begin To Drive, Around Are Flashes Of Lightning
I See a Dead End Street, I begin To Drive Full Speed
I Can't Stop myself I Cry And Plead
I Close My Eyes, Blocking Out All The Noise
Deep In my Mind i hear a voice.
Suddenly It All Stopped, I Felt Nothing Nor did i see...
Anything and everything around was oblivious to me.
I Have Finally Cracked, I'm Finally Set Loose
My Body is My Cage, This Car? My noose