Its so hard

It's so hard to say i love you and not draw back in tears,
It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears.
It's so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot hear you're voice,
It's so hard to know this time breaking up was not my choice.
It's so hard to see you laughing when i'm crying deep inside,
It's so hard just to find feelings and now have to make them hide.
It's so hard to live without you, when i need u more than words,
To want to scream how much i love you but hold back and not be heard.
It's so hard to go to sleep at night when i cannot dream of you,
It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new.
It's so hard to not start crying when i hear your favorite song,
It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did i go wrong?
It's so hard to live without you, if i only would have known
I will never love another, I'd rather be alone