Lost all my trust!!

I can't help it,
I act so tough.
The day I met you...
I lost all my trust.

I can't, i won't believe anything you say,...
Force it on me,
and I'll walk away...
I know you've lied, in the past.
You say you've changed, you're a different man. I know you've said the same things in the past, and i could swear this is all an act. If your lien to me now... i might have to kick you ass...!!

I can't let you in.
I've locked you out.
I know I've tried
but it's like...
LOVE IS ALL A LIE!

Why can't I just know all you know?
See all you see?
feel all you feel?
Why can't I just trust you?
Trust my feelings inside for you?

I can't help it.
It's too late for you.
I can't ever look at you the same.
I won't ever look at you that way.
These are my feelings... Sorry if they hurt, but I know that your love isn't real... There isn't nothing you can do to change how i feel.

~i wrote this because one of my friends is kind of going out with a total ass!! I hope this helps anyone who is in a situation and is having a hard time trusting there man or w/e because it's really hard to deal with and i wanted to write something not so depressing... i know it's not exactly crack-up laughing kinda poem.... but i think it lightens the subject a little... please if you've got time... comment!! love you!!!! ~Molly