Pain...

Why does it keep hast ling me and not some other bozo...

I just fear so much for her...
I have the fear of losing her... It keeps haunting me.
Sometimes i just want to hold her... but i can't...
Then i feel terrible... And when i do get the chance she
Says I'm 2 close and pushes me away..
I don't know what to think of that..
When does she find the time to deal with all of this?
It's like a constant pain that's chewing pieces of
my heart . I've never felt this before, and I'm so happy
when she holds me and looks into my eyes.. and then
the smile on her face... It's wonder full...
STOP IT !
Stop terminating me !

It hurts !, it hurts, it hurts...

Just awaiting for the moment of spending time with her..
Just her and me.. the 2 of us.. nothing more...
Watching the sunrise... holding eachoter.. and on
everlasting kiss...

STOP IT ! YOU'RE TEARING ME APART !

Go away pain... go away fear ! please stop
Hurting me... please
I love her... I love her...

It's not stopping...
When will i even get used to this... when!?
It's a knife... beпng placed in my heart, again, again,...
and again...

HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS !

Please stop the pain, please, please...