Painful Love

I hate the way you look at me
I hate the way you stare
I hate that sparkle in your eye
I hate your curly hair

I hate it when you talk to me
I hate your stupid friends
I hate every little thing you do
The list will never end

I hate that look upon your face
I hate the way you dress
I hate it how I have to lie
To take away the stress

I hate the way you make me feel
All tingly inside
I hate it when you say those words
Because it's all a lie

I hate it when I dream of you
I hate when you're not around
I hate when you don't talk to me
I hate it when you frown

I hate the fact that I don't hate you
Not even a little bit
I hate that I love you more than life
I hate that you don't notice it

I hate the ways that you deceive
You say you love me when you don't
I hate that I want to believe it so bad
But I can't let myself, I won't

I hate that feeling when I look at you
When I get weak in the knees and I fall
I hate that I have to hate you so much
I hate that you don't love me at all

I hate the love I feel for you
It makes me want to die
I hate that you don't feel the same for me
When I know you're the perfect guy

I hate you; I hate you oh so much
You'll never know how I feel
You broke my heart, you lied to me
Your love was never real

I hate this pain I'll have to feel
Until my love does fade
I hate you, because my love for you
Won't ever go away