Dear Jesus

Dear Jesus,
Jesus im writing to you because i really dont know what to do
you always help people in times of need but dear Jesus why arent you helping me?
I know you really do care and I should give you time but Jesus
im dying dont you want me alive? You gotta know im hurting and that I cant
take this pain.What am I suppossed to tell my friends at school, when its my time to die?
I have a wig on to cover my bald spots they all think its my real hair
but dear Jesus we both no its not.Im sick of living this lie I want people to know the truth
I want them to Know why I dont come to school half of the time.I can\'t tell them I have Cancer
they would hate me for it..they would think im diesed and not want to be touched by me
oh dear Jesus dont you see why i cant tell these people my fate? I cant tell them whats
happening to me as my body slowly dies.Jesus all I\'m asking is you tell me why? Why cant
I Just please Live a normal life.. I dont want to have to take chemo every night i want my real hair back i just want my life but most of all Jesus i want the courage to tell my friends that i might possibly die! Thank you, Jesus for your time hopefully this letter reaches heaven in time and that you
can I answer my prays because Jesus I know you really do care!