How To Deal..

How do I keep on running to you when my feet won't leave the ground?
How do I keep on yelling at you if I'm not making a sound?

How do I keep on denying the fact that you really don't care?
How do I keep begging to be with you when I know that you don't want me there?

How do I find the courage to tell you what I'm feeling?
These are the questions that come to my mind as I lie here, eyes fixed on my ceiling.

I guess I'm kind of confused right now as to which decision I should make,
'cause even I know whats best for me, which road I need to take!

So I guess on the subject of moving on, I need some help on how to deal,
But for you, on the subject of being my dad...you need some help on getting real!