At The Crossroads

Temperature rises till rage consumes me, this is not me why does it rule me?

The unspoken anguish I permanently receive, is corrupting my mind, body and soul

Keep in mind this unbalanced life, is this all to be expected tell me lord now

My path is laid with outcome faint, still unsure if I wish to stay

Give me reason give me purpose, intentions seem still, incredibly uncertain

I'd decide to change but what is change, apart from lies misunderstood

Suppose to leave would be a shame, so much not experienced so much not done, so many untouched all must be done