Best friend :(

My best friend isn't dead
And we aren't speaking because of bad words said
There is no remorse no regrets and there is no hate
Time I guess has just taken it's course and we have fallen into the hands of fate
We used to be so close now everyday I wonder if she is doing fine
It's weird she is driving the car that used to be mine
She pays my cell phone bill keeps track of all that I owe
I know she cannot eat eggs and with her tea she takes two sweet-n-low
She knows I like my soda with no ice and I get nauseous with certain fragrances
And when we do speak she still finishes my sentences
There is so much history so much we've done
Three years ago I thought our life's had just begun
Now I am here thousands of miles away
When she calls it's hard to know just what to say
I ask her about her new boyfriend and cover all the basics hiding the fact that sometimes I want to cry
Because after that awkward silence I know it's time to say good-bye
She is still in my dreams and sometimes I think I hear her calling my name at the store
My ex-wife my ex-best friend whatever it is it sure is no more
I don't feel we've broken our promises I don't feel she's let me down
I just miss having my best friend around
-Jay-
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-Josephine-