Suicides a sin

I can no longer take the pain
I have to make it end
I'm going to slit my wrists again
So goodbye to you my friend

Before I go I need to tell you
How I feel inside
What you really mean to me -
A better friend would be hard to find

You’ve always been there for me
No matter what imp going through
You make me sit and talk about it
But I can see its hurting you

So many times you’ve stopped me
You say you need me in your life
But I can only see me bringing you down
Each time I pick up the knife

I know I promised you I wouldn’t
But you'll be okay just wait and see
I know you can live a happy life
You’re better off without me

I drag the knife across my skin
Blood runs to the floor
Each time i'm cutting deeper
I cant stand living anymore

I close my eyes as I drift up
Finally leaving reality behind
I see the angels gather around
But heavens not what I had in mind

The angels I see are white
As if they're glowing from within
But I am dull, my wings are broken
I guess suicides a sin

They leave me alone in misery
As I watch you from above
Wishing I could be with you
Wishing I could feel your love

But I chose to take my life
And I took you away as well
I didn’t realise how much you loved me
I'm putting you through hell

I can see now, that you truly cared
And loved me with all your heart
I wish I didn’t take my life
Its torn us both apart

I can see you know, holding a knife
Your locked inside your room
You drag the knife across your skin
And I hear you whisper “well be together soon”.