Maybe...

Sometimes i think,
i pushed you away,
and that if i were different,
you'd come back and stay.

i wish i were thinner,
with a different color hair,
maybe I'm just not pretty enough,
for someone like you to care.

i wish i had a way,
that i could make you see,
maybe if you knew how bad it hurts,
you would want to be with me.

i wish i didn't love you,
so i wouldn't have to cry,
maybe you took my heart away,
and didn't have to try.

i wish i had confidence,
in myself to be strong,
maybe i am right,
you just make me think I'm wrong.

i wish that i had faith,
and could stand on my own two feet,
maybe if i could,
you wouldn't want to cheat.

i wish i had the courage,
to tell you how i feel,
maybe if i could,
you'd know my love is real.

i wish i had the power,
to turn and walk away,
maybe then I'd feel better,
without the games you play.

i just wish you would come over,
or call me on the phone,
but maybe I'm just desperate,
and destine to be alone