1000 Times Before

Here I am,
Writing this letter,
Like I should have,
1000 times before,
What happens now,
Where do we go,
I've asked myself this,
1000 time before,
I should have told you this before,
I don't know what happens to me,
When I'm around you,
I get weak,
I just need to tell you one thing,
I've tried this,
1000 times before,
But here I go,
For one more time,
I'll force it out now,
I love you,
I will forever,
You have my soul,
You will forever.