Circle of fear

Just one new day to let this go
To make my fears subside
Just one clean page to clear my mind
One moment to reclaim my pride

Body trembles, hands start to shake
Eyes just stutter and turn away
Fresh pools of tears from at my feet
My thoughts of destruction determind to stay

Blood in my tears and hate on my lips
Spewing emotion in angry streams
I cant explain, you wont understand
Im sleeping in a waking dream

I cant see a future there is no way
Moonlight beckons its deathly glow
Release me from your binding chains
I have to leave, I must let go.