I'm sure as you are reading this I'll be gone. I know your probably thinking that you knew I wasn't the kind of person to do this but you obviously didn't know the real me. The person behind all the smile's and laughs. If you could see behind that mask you would have seen the real me and noticed all the abuse and pain that I suffered. But every day as usual no one ever payed any attention to me. Just thought I was just so perfect and nothing was ever wrong with me. But you were all wrong if you would have looked at my wrist under those long sleeves maybe you could have helped me before it was to late. But those blade's felt so good against my wrist that I forgot about all my pains and problems. So I don't think it would have mattered if you knew about it anyway. It just felt so good cause it was so wrong. So I'm sorry but I have to end this letter and end all my suffering I'm Sorry. Good-Bye.